My Letters

Motti,

Main tumhe apne pure dil se chahta hun and jo bolta hun sach bolta hun…main jo feel kerta hun wo boldeta hun and mere pyar ko pane ka koi or tarika nehi mujhe nehi ata siwae please bolne ka….main tumhe kabhi hate nehi ker sakta…yes kabhi kabhi gussa ker saktahun…mane itne time wait kea sirf isi din ka ki tum kab mere pass wapis laut k ao…

main itne din tak main sab saha is hope me ki tum boli thi its not the right time…

jab wo time aya to tum ase bol rahe ho…mujhme sahan shakti nehi he ki main tumhari ye bate sun saku…

Tum ek bar phone pick nehi kerti to mujhe itna sar dard hota he…i cant tolerate those…main sacha hun is lea koi trick nehi use ker sakta ya mere pass koi alternative nehi he jise leke main thosa khoos ho saku or thode time k lea tumhe bhula saku..

i am sorry I LOVE U A LOT FROM MY HEART…jo bate samne kehna tha wo main mail me likh raha hun bcz aj tumhare call mujhe bahut hurt kea…

if u dont want me block me and dont pick my call chahe main jitna kosis karu…
hope mere sath sab aacha ho and tum khoos raho …

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Motti,

Zindagi me mera asa koi nehi he jise main leke khoos ho saku tumhari alawa…Aj main bahut khoos hun tumse aache se baat ki…sab aacha chal raha he…per jaise jaise aacha chalta rahega main choti choti galati kerta rahunga…bas fir lag raha he ki wo sab khoosian dundhli pad jaegi asa hoga to…kuch bigad na jae tipu…sab sambhal lena plz….motti bahut himmat k sath in sab cheezo ka samna ker raha hun or dar bhi lagta he ki kuch ho na jae….mujhe bas dil se ek bar, dil se apna man lena …main zindagi bhar karunga tumhare lea…bas khone ka dar satata rehta he…jana kanhi mat plz……

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Moti i am sorry mujhse raha nehi jata bas is lea tumse baat kerne ki kosis kerleta hun….har waqt tumhari yaad ati he so main nehi reh pata…call kerdeta hun….moti warna main bhi tarike se call kerta ager tum sath deti to…plz gussa mat karo…dil se help kerdo bander ko plz….main tumhare lea apni ijjat..apna self respect sab kuch kho dea hun sirf is lea ki jis din tum mujhe ijjat dogi wo sab wapis aa jaega…plz dont destroy my sweet relation …

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ek asi ladki jisne

tanhai k mukhota utar di mera……mujhe hasna sikhaya….:)
per ab
khoosian to jaise kanhi kho dea mane..ek anjaan sahar me…ek ajnabee k pass
hamesha insan ko apni khoosian nehi milta na…hamesha adjust karo..or apna khoosian pane k lea mahnat karo…kya pata mile na mile…
tum jab se gaiho
najane kab se akela pan pasand aa gaya..
akele me rona pasand aa gaya…
purani tasbeer dekhna pasand aage.
naye naye sapne dekhne pasand aa gaye..

bhawna or lagaw admi ko kamzoor bana deta he….he na
tumne hi to kaha tha itna lagaw mat rakho baad me prob hogi….

ladki se baat karne ka tarika abhi nehi sikhapaya tha main….nehi sayad trap kerna nehi ata mujhe
hum mardo ko aurto se deal karna ata hi nehi tha….
jindagi me pehli baar is takleef ko mehsus ker raha tha main
pehli bar pyar kea or pehli  pyar ko kha bhi dene ka dar tha..

khood ko danta jab bedhab ho to q dil wil k chakkar me fase bhaiya..
dunia ki sabse khoob surat riste is lea tut jate he q ki humko jinse sikayat hoti he hum unki baat kabhi  sunna hi nehi chate..or ye adhi adhi nafrate risto ko pura mar deti he…

kabhi kabhi ye dil kabhi bahad masoom ban jata he ya to kaam akal..

kanha kho gae yaar wo din apne lea do waqt bhi nehi nikalpate he…
kitni akela ho gaya hun main…
bade sahar me chote chote rista ase hi marjate he na?
sari jindagi kosis kerte rehte he is bade sahar me lekin sari tukde kabhi ek sath pure nehi hota..
profession life me tarakki mil jati he to personal life me akele pan pad jatahe…
hmmm kisi ne kaha he lalchi nehi banna chahea itna..
or tumne sabit bhi to ker rahi ho aache se ki ye ek iicha he….ek trishana he jo mil nehi sakta…:)

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moti u know well ki mare gali dene se pahle v tum ase hi behave karti thi.
we are not friends ye wo..
ab mujhse wo sab hua is lea tumhe ek bahana mila he sabko show karne ka..
moti dil to tumahara janta v he ki main kaisa hun or mane wo sab q kea…
bas or kuchnehi bolna..
jab tak jaan me jaan he sab ko bolunga..khood jo kar paunga karunga..
mar jaunga to bander or pareshan nehi karega…

itna to main v janta hun ki tum mujhe q dur karna chhate ho q ki tum v ko jyada time de sako.
or  koi prob na ae..moti main ab prob nehi ane dunga promise..
per moti prob to aengi ,wo bander ki taraf se nehi hoga,
wo kanhi or se aega..sayad family se ho,sayad bhagwan de,sayad kuch or ho..
is lea to hum apno ko dur nehi karsakete na..
moti tum mere life me dost bani to 4 bate mujhe v sunne ko mila he..
chahea wo papa se na sahi mausa se hi sahi janha tumne call kea tha

moti main janta hun life me jabtak jinda he probs ko face karna hi he.
is lea hum to apno ko dur nehikarsakte na..
and main itna to samajhdar hun ki itni badi prob me tumhe jane nehi dunga..

moti real prob wo hota he janha admi k pass koi option na ho..
wo marne ja raha ho…na ki ye choti choti ladaian…
moti main tumhe hamesha apna mana hun..apna soch k kuch boldea he taki tum wo apna pan mehsus kar sako.
plz yaar mere sath ase mat karo plz…
is bar maf kardo gae koi galati nehi hoga..
sab he yaar itne bade bade..di mummy papa family wale.
hum itna v galat nehikarenge ki wo sambhal na sake..

mane to yahi sikha he ki jo karna he karo..ager galat hta he to bado ko gusa do ..
wo solve karhi dete he’
hehehehe
plz yaar maf kardo..

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The person who loves u truly will trouble u more……………. so find who is creating more trouble ………..and forgive him for his stupidity..:(

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moti mujhe pata he tum mujhe itna dukhi nehi dekhna chahte..is lea gher call karte ho per moti u know how causions are..unhe bas ase topic chahea ristedaro ki majak udaneka..wo yanah wanha bolenge.papa ka ijjat kharab hoga ki unka beta asa kar raha he..
per moti main bas sorry bolne jata hun …ye baat to hum logo ko pata he but unhe kya pata ye sab..
wo to bas alag hi sochenge na…
plz yaar gher walo ka majak mat udao…
mere gher phone karo..
di se baat karata hun bolo..per causion k gher call mat karo plz..

moti i am sorry yaar…
maf akrdo plz..tum jo bologi main karunga..meri di aa rahi he USA se january me..main gherjaunga..plz ab calls matkarna kanhi v..
or mane wo no dea tha mujhe dhundh ne k lea na ki or asi call karke mujhse or dur hone k lea…plz yaar tum jo bolote ho main manta hun na..
fir moti ase gussa kar k mere sath sath khood ko dukh q dete ho.
moti tum sukhi nehi ho i know…plz yaar apne bander ko samjho ek bar..
tum jo bolte ho main karta hun or karunga v..
pzl yaar

The person who loves u truly will trouble u more……………. so find who is creating more trouble ………..

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moti kal tumne v emotional black mail kar k chali gai na!!!!!!!!!!!
moti mujeh kuch nehi chahea yaar.

moti main nehi jane de sakta aar plz…har bar tum apni marji karte ho..no no nehi jane de skata plz..
suno meri bate

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moti think once before doing anything that there is a human being inside me what i dont want to loose ….
i dont want to loose my moti ,my own created smile what ever that is now no matter………
and hope u may not bcz of you have a great way with someone to go to somewhere,to live happily..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i have  the same right to do same…
that may not like your life partner but may be we are best frnds….
may be………………..we are best frnds for ever….
not for saying only for showing alll,for  feeling…..for something cant explain……..

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The person who loves u truly will trouble u more……………. so find who is creating more trouble ………..and forgive him for his stupidity..:(

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I will meet you but not alone rudeman ke sath fir baat karenge iska koi solution hi nhi hai pratik otherwise. Now plz hold on or is tarah har roj ye mails new ids banana or fir har kisi id se aakar bas ek hi baat kahana . I dont like it. Now plz is mail ka bhi reply mat karne lag jana and do not irritate me more.its over than enough.

from moti

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motti: bas kuch nhi

3:07 PM tum ek promise karoge mujhse jab main tumhe di ke shadi mein bulaungi to tum chup rahoge samjh gaye shadi pe khana khaoge nachoge or jaoge

theek hai

main apne sabhi frnds ko bulaoongi

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Hello pratik ,

I just wanna to say that the whole things happening around here are not stable then how can you go ahead with this kind of relationship where girl doesn’t wants any thing, only you want . So be clear with your future, Abhi koi late nhi hua hai, when i am asking for time then you doesn’t give me 1 din ke baad call karne lag gaye ki kaisa time tumhe chaiye, i m a girl for god sake pratik main itni nhi hu ki aaj koi or hai meri life mein or 2 din ke baad koi or.love is in its place agar god wants then everything goes as he or the person want. so just keep patience, if you can’t then all right tum rote raho life kharab karo or haan mujhe jitna margi blame karte raho sunoge nhi ek baar se hazaar baar kar dete ho to i can’t help you out any more.

mujhe baaton ki agar samjh nhi hai ,samjhne ki shakti nhi hai to kyu fayda uthate ho mere innocence ka. main kaise jhelu. tum to ro ro kar mere ander apne liye emotionality create kar dete ho but where me stands??
do you know??
only in the hell. dats it. I never wanna to go
Agar chahte ho sab naturally ho then you have to wait otherwise agar khud soch kar or chah kar mere ander vo sab create karne ki koshish karoge to only God will help you. Not Me