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Moti and Bander kaise mile yaad nehi.per ye baat ko main kabhi nehi bhool sakta ki hum dono mile the.sayad kisi din chat pe ase he.mere life ka ek hasin pal jise main kabhi lakh chahu to mita nehi sakta na hi bhool sakta hun.Jindagi main kabhi kabhi ase log ate he jo ek ajeeb sa chaap chod jate he.bhale hi dil unhe jane ko mana kare wo chale hi jate he dur dur or bahut dur na chahte hue bhi.Ase hi mere sath hua kabhi sapne me na sochne wali baat hakikat ban jati he to kabhi sapne me aya hua wo palko main lakh kosis karta hun sach banane ki.

Ase hi baat karte karte kab hum dost ban gae pata hi nehi chala.fir dosti pyar me badal gaya and pyar ladai me.Har love story me asa hi hota he sayad.Yaar koi v love story different q nehi hota.Har pyar me ek tragedy  hota he.Jo pyar karta he use ye pagal pan sab aacha lagta he.Baki dunia walo ko wo pagal hi najar ata he.very funny na.Mere strory me koi anokhi bata nehi he.Sab story ki tarha ek ladki and use pyar kerne k lea do ladke.bichari ladki karti v to kya karti.Apne pyar ko sacha sabit kerne k lea usne apne dosti ko kurban kar hi di.Wo choti choti bate jindagi me itne maine rakhte he.Wo ek line ka word jindagi bhar k lea yaad reh jatihei.Lecture ne kabhi chadi mar k samjhayav hoga to v main unki bato ko yaad nehi rakha hoga jitna moti ki baat ko yaad rakhta tha.Sayad ise hi pyar kehte he.

And har wo love story ki tarha hum bichad gae,juda ho gae.kuch galati meri bhi thi or kuhc ye dil ki.Sala kabhi kuch sunta hi nehi tha.Moti tum janha bhi rehna bandar ko yaad kerna please.

Moti mere life me ek asa naam jo mere life bhar chaya hua he.mere har ek id,lap top ka pass word,mobile ka pass word ,user name,bank account ka pass word, yanah tak ki FTP me bhi moti ka pass word bhi rakh deta hun.Main use ek min k lea apne se dur nehi karna chahta tha.Sochata tha ase karunga to wo har waqt mere sath rahegi.Per kya pata tha use lene wale koi or bhi he.Koi or he jo use pasand he.Bhagwan hamesha ase logo se q milwata he jisse ase riste ban jate he jo baad me wo rista nibhana muskil ho jata he.

Moti kitni sweet sa naam.Jaisa naam waisi wo.Dimag bhi mota.Koi kaam dhang ka karti bhi nehi.Hamesha ulta pulta karegi or saja mujhi ko hi bhugatna padega.Pata nehi wo mere jindagi me kitne din k lea ai per jitna din rahi usi ek ek pal bhi main shift k sath delete karu to bhi nehi ho pa raha.

Moti ek baat bolu mere life me main kisi ko ane nehi deta.Main jyada tar logo se baat tak nehi karta q ki main ek chotese gaon se aya hun janha ye sab friends wriends nehi hota tha.Tumse baat ki obviously tum aachi lagi,tumse pyar hua and now Rudeman ne mujhe tumse dur kerdea..Main rudeman ko q dosh du .dosh to mera hei jo mane apne riste ko bachanehi paya.Har wo muskil ghadi me ek bada sa galati kara jiska saja mujhe hi bhugatna pada.Main nehi chahta tha tumhe kho du .Is lea aj ye likh raha hun mere favourate blog me taki tum apne life me babhi ise padh sako.Moti tum mere life me bahut special ho,bahut.Itna ki main apne life me kisi ko nehi dea hoga.Apne mummy ko,apne sisters ko bhi nehi .Per mane us khas insan ka dil dukhaya (L).Mujhe saram aa rahi he ye likhte hue ki mane asa kea he.Per mujhe is baat ki bhi khoosi he ki mane dangi ki tarha ek or ladki ki life bhi save ki jo ram jaise ladke kharab kar dete he.

Tumhe lagta hoga ye konhe dangi,ram

(ek kahani sunau)

Do dost the,babhut karib.ek dusre ko kanhi bina leke nehi jaya karte the.ram and babu.Ran gaon ka sabse bura ladka.Babu gaon ka sabse aacha ladka.Gaon me sabe pada likha jyada.Is lea sab use samjhate the ki ram se na mila karo.Per use to ram ki har baat aachi lagti thi.har harkat aachi lagti thi.Ek din ram ne kaha babu mane el ladki patai he.chal use milte he,baat karte he.Babu to uski koi baat tal nehi sakta tha is lea dono nikal pade.Baat bhi hui ki next saraswati puja ko wo aegi and us k lea ek room book kea jaega.Dono wanhi pe baat karenge.Do pyar karne walo ko milane ka ek neek kaamkea jaega.

Fir saraswati puja ai.Ladki bhi ai .Room bhi theek ho gaya.market k pass ek dost ka kiraye ka room tha dost se baat hui ki ek ghante k lea donoko akela chood dea jae.Dono room me bhi gae.Babu ka kaam tha  ki room k bahar reh k dekhna ki kon aega or isare se bolna he.Sab theek chal raha tha pata nehi kya hua babu ko jaise 5/10 minute hue the babu jake darawa kholne ko bola.Ram jee ne khol bhi dea or gusse me bolne lage ki kya hua.Babu ne jhooth bola ki ladki ka papa isi market me he to better yahi hoga ki use ab chood dea jae.To ladkiko chood dea gaya.Ladki cycle leke sidha bhagi apne gher.Babu ko pata tha ki  raam kaisahe and wo kanhatak gir sakta heis lea usne apne ko dhoka ne deke wo sab kea us ladki k lea jise wo ek bar janta tak nehi tha.

Fir kuch din beet gaya.Dono dosto me ladai hogai thi us din ki bata ko lekar.Fir babu ke papa ne kisi kaam k wajah se Babbu ko bheja us ladki k gher me puja ka saman lane k lea.Wo gaya.Us k papa puja kar rahe the to bole ki wait karo bas main thodi der me puja kerk ata hun fir tumhe saman  de dunga puja k lea.To babu wait kernek lea study room me ghus gaya.Wanah wo ladki apne chote bhai ko padha rahi hti.Kuch handwritings likhne ko dea tha.Babu ne usko dekhne k lea utha bhi lea pata nehi q .And wanha jo dekha babu apne apko believe nehi kar saka ki kisi ne use ekkhaas insane bana dea he.

Us k bhai  k handwriting note me likha tha

RAM IS A BAD BOY.

BABU IS A GOOD BOY.

Babu ne use padhte hue ek badhea sa smile de dea and us din se babu us ladki ko kanhi nehi dekha.

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If babu is a ghatea ladka to dunia me koi bhi ladka sahi nehi he.

Moti kehne ka bas yahi matlab he ki har situation ko har koi sahi dhang se sambhal nehi sakta.Kabhi gadbad ho jati he to is situation me dono ko mil k koi ek naya rasta nikal na chahea na ki sab apne apne raste me chale jana chahea.Main to yahi mantahun ki pair me ager ghaw hota he to use theek kea jata he na ki use kat k faik dea jatahe.

Bhagwan main itna puja karta hun apki sach batana mereme ek bhi aachi baat nehi he jis k badle sirf main ek cheez mang saku to ap mujhe meri moti ko mera kardo.

Main us k lea kitna roya hun raat ko 2 baje uth k rota hun us k bare me koi sapna dekkhta hun to,usko miss karta hun to,us k snaps dekh leta hun ,or video ko to pata nehi uncountable times dekh lea hoga.Har baar main uski sunder sa pair ko dekhtahun or man hi man smile deke ye sochta hun chal yaar abhai bhi time he wo mere pass aegi kabhi na kabhi ager mera pyar sacha hoga to.And mujhe itna yakin he dunia ka koi ladki us ki jaise nehi hogi jiltna wo he,and dunia ka koi ladki itna nehi karegi mere lea jitna wo mere lea ki he chahea wo khoosi ho ya dukh .

Moti ki pair bahut sunder he.pata nehi har koi khas log jo dil ko bha jate ho bhagwan use apna q nehi banata.Wo sirf tumhe dukh dene k lea banihe.Moti na to sunder he na koi anokhi cheez he usme.Na wo dusre ladkion ki tarha saj sawarti he.Ek bar payal pehen ne ko kaha to kehti wo ajeeb lagta he.oh god.ladkion ko bhi ye sab ajeeb lagte he.so sweet she is.

Aj kal to bahut sapne dekhne laga hun main us k lea.hehe ,pata he wo to ab nail polish v lagane lag gai he,nakhun badhane lag gai he,sunder banne ki kosis karne lag gai he.

Bhale hi wo sunder na ho per uska dil bahut sunder he.wo to mere lea kohinur hira he.ek bar boli kisi k lea use bhi jyada sayad.us din mujhe bahut khoosi hui yaar.Jo cheez sabse sunder hota he wo milne me itna muskil q hota he.Bhagwan tum bahut selfish ho yaar har wo sunder cheez apne pass rakh lete ho.moti pata he jab bhi tumhare bare me sochata hun dil bhar ata he,ankho se pani utr ata he.Pata nehi kitni bar roya hun tumhare lea..Kitni bar tumhe pata bhinehi hoga ki main ro raha hun.Ek bar gusse me apna hath  kat dea moti.Bahut khoon baha tha .Usdin socha ki sab chood dunga per nehi ker paya ab tak.

Moti plz yaar mere pass aa jao main tumhe kabhi koi bhi dukh nehi dunga.Har woo dukh ko apna lunga jo tumper aegi. Yaar pyar hota he to kaisa ajeeb lagta he . Jab bhi us k bare me sochta hun sar dard karne lagta he,asa lagta he sans leta hun to thodi si sans ander dil me reh jati he jo bahut dard deta he wanha reh k..sochta hun ab kyakaru ab kyakaru. Kaise use apna banau. Bada ajeeb lagta he ek din gujarna.Bas hamesha uski chats ko padhne ka man karta he. Us k lea sayad mera ek job chala gaya. Koi kaam hi nehi karta tha bas baith k chats and pange.

Mujhme sahan shakti bilkul bhi nehi thi. Wo hamesha samjhati thi bander ase nehi ase nehi per main hamesha forcefully, Now sab kuch chala gaya to sochane laga ki mane kya kho dea. Sachi me mane kya kho dea yaar.Kohinur hira ,apni khoosian..per no main use nehi jane de sakta mere life se. Jaegi to mere marne k baad bas….

Moti bahut bar tumhare bare me soch k rota rehta hun yaar.ase bacho ki tarha jab room me koi na ho.padosi ake puchte he kya hua babu tum ro q rahe ho..but main sab ko jhooth bol deta tha koi or bahana bana k.Per sachai to kuch or tha .Main apne life me kisi k lea itna devoted nehi hua tha.Pata nehi usme asa kya tha jo uski har baat mujhe aachi lagti thi. Kehte he sacha pyar kabhi safal nehi hota. Fir mera kya hoga. Moti help me yaar plz.Tumahara bander akela he yanha,bahut akela,bahut.

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mar 27 :
pichle do din mere life ka katna bahut muskil ho gaya..kabhi sofe pe baitha tha to kabhi bed pe..or bas diary ko pakad ko 10/12 page se kaam likhne ka man hi nehi karta tha…har waqt main use masus karta tha…apne pass jaise wo yanhi baithi ho mere pass kandhe pe sar rakh k…

5th april:aj mane moti se baat ki uski purani wali no pe. Ek baat bolu kehte he jisse pyar karte he uska dil nehi dukhana chahea…uska bura nehi sochna chahea…tumne mere sath itna galat kea…main sab saha…tumhe tang to kerta tha per har baar ek chota sa sorry bol deta tha…mujhe maf kerdena tumne mujhe dukh dea mujhe koi dukh nehi he….bhagwan se roj pray kerta hun yaaar meri moti ko har waqt khoosian dena…use dher sara khoosian dena….me such a looser yaar…..:(

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27 apr

Aj fir tumne sabit ker dea ki tum sachme kitni sweet ho…tumhare hazar baar k hates k baad bhi jab main nehi ja raha tumhari life se to tumne gali dene ka ek bhi mauka nehi choda…per main har baar tumhe samjhata raha motti ase nei kerni…waise nehi kerni….yaar mujhe bada ajeeb lag raha he…kya wo mere pyar ko sabit kerne k lea kafi nehi he!!!!!!!!!!
har wo muskil ghadi me tumhe samjhaya mera gussa chod ke..kay ye kafi nehi he………

Motti tumhe itna pyar kerta hun ki main tumhari har wo gali ko ye sochta hun ki tum mujhe dur kerna chahte ho…motti or kya karu jo tumhe mujhe yakin hoga ki main tumhare bina nehi reh sakta…tumhe har waqt apne pass rakhna chahta hun is lea shadi kerna chahta hun….trust me motti….

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i have all songs what she has written in her custom msg….